“You loved Good Charlotte?!”
Today I wanted to get creative, originally I was going to hack up the old wood door in the garage and make a book-self, but mum thought it would be better just to buy one, so I better be getting a book-self sometime soon or else the door gets it! Anyway I decided to change my room around, and I found all of old diaries from high-school and stuff and it flipped me out! So many good memories, searched for the albums that I used to listen to day in and out, keep in mind I was going through my ‘punk’ rebellious phase at the time. So I threw in the Good Charlotte (old ones, none of the new stuff) and I went mental, I was dancing and singing and thinking of all the good times past, it was awesome! Even back then I knew what I wanted to do, I wanted to go to uni and study and have awesome friends, boyfriend, have my own place and my car so I could up and leave whenever I wanted to mean three years ago I was listening to what was known as ‘punk’, had heaps of friends and all I wanted to do was go out and get smashed everyday, things didn’t go that way though. I still have similar goals now but I am thinking about what will I be like in three years from now? Now my goals and who I am is different, I listen to all genres of music I want to study more then anything, I have less friends (but closer ones), have the boyfriend, am so poor I cant even afford to go out once a week, no car, and I’m lucky if I drink once a month! Not that this is bad stuff…it actually worked out for the better! So I want to know what was everyone was like three years ago and did they end up the way they wanted to?
Spicey Pineapple is 1 today!
Well ladies and gents its a year ago today that I started this blog, inspired by my dear friend Kara, so happy birthday to Spicey Pineapple. I started this blog so that I could express my opinions and thoughts and how I felt about certain issues, and I have done that, and I shall continue to do that, but it got me thinking, what has happened in the last year and all the things that I have written about, and all my readers, old and new. So I'd like to thank my readers, for taking the time out to come and read what I have had to write about, it means a great deal to me and also thanks for listening, I know sometimes I make up a lot of dribble or ramble on but thank you for putting up with me. This blog is something that I am proud of, if for no other reason then for the simple fact that it allows me to express me emotions and be heard and understood. So happy birthday to this blog!
Happy birthday is in order also for Jess a friend of mine for the past...Seven years, hope you have an awesome birthday chicky babe and many many more to come. And don't worry we shall make sure that this birthday is one that you will remember for a very long time!
Also this date marks a very special occasion for me, and I know the certain person reading this knows what I am talking about. Thank you, for putting up with me and being there for me, you don't know how much it means to me. I hope I can say this again in a years time. I love you, don't ever forget that.
No need to be jealous
I was on MSN I saw that a mate of mine (vasa) was on so I said hello, got no reply, so I sent a nudge and I got a response, saying this is not vasa, so I figured it was either his mates or his brother, turned out to be some hacker who broke into his account because he wanted to find out if vasa was 'fake'. You see vasa is this great guy, very easy going and fun has a lot of friends has got a god family and attracts the ladies, and this guy was jealous and wanted to see if it was an act so he thought he'd ask one of his friends, and I happened to be the only person on vasa's MSN list at the time. Anyway this guy was going on about how much he hated vasa because vasa had everything going for him, this rubbed me the wrong way royally, I told him a little truth, I said 'vasa has worked hard for everything he has got and he deserves it because he is a genuine person', still this guy wouldn't give up, so naturally I cracked it and told him something along the lines of this; "stop being jealous and get over it, if there is something you don't like in your life you are the only one who can change it, some people are more fortunate then others but most of the time people have to work hard to have an abundance of good luck and good fortune come to them, its all about being a good person." so he got the message and logged off, anyway the point is that you shouldn't be jealous of what other people have, cause the likelihood of you having the same thing all comes down to a little elbow grease and some work. You want something to change then do it yourself and change it, life does not wait for you, time wont stand still so it is up to you to go and do something about it and for the love of Pete stop being jealous!
Will you wait for me?
Ladies and gents someone close to me had their partner leave them for trip overseas for approximately three months right, and I think that they left it as the person staying said; "go have fun with who ever and I will wait for you until you get back". I don't know about the rest of you, but I both like and dislike the idea, I like the fact that the person overseas has the freedom to...Sample the fruits of the world, but then again I dislike the idea, if you are with someone and you care about them is it appropriate when having that distance for that amount of time to actually go and have fun with other people? I mean is it possible to go overseas and not get some? I'm on the fence about the whole idea, see if it were me in the same place I'd say to my partner go and have fun, but then again it would depend on the circumstances, how long I have been with them, what kind of relationship we have, its hard, so my question to you is what would you do? Would you let your significant other go off and explore the world and all it has to offer alone and let them do as they please, or would you expect them to be faithful? Not only that, but what would you do in the mean time? Would you be allowed to go and have fun as you please, or will you be restricted because you are not sampling the fruits of the world and only the local ones? And it all comes down to the age old question, will you wait for me?
Honesty is not always the best policy
Ladies and gents, I'm really angry at the moment so if this piece is a little off and I seem as if I'm rambling pay bare with me the storey does have a point to it. When I was younger I used to lie to my parents, nothing big but the usual stuff, where I was going what I was doing and whom I was with, pretty basic stuff yeah. Well now that I'm older and (hopefully) a little wiser, I have stopped lying cause there is no need to anymore, anyways, for Saturday I had a brilliant plan to do something a my place, you know no one was going to be home, no parents no siblings no nothing, I thought to myself sweet! Anyways I had an idea in the back of my mind what I could do in my empty home and a very ingenious idea came to me, so I thought, instead of being all sneaky about it I'd tell mum to do the 'right' thing. I told her and you know what she said to me? NO! She gave me the crappiest reasons as well, its not like I was going to run a muck or anything like that but she said no all the same, I got really angry, I thought I could have done the dishonest thing and gotten away with it, but I did the respectful and right thing and I get told no! It really gets on my nerve, so ladies and gents my point to this storey is, if you want something done that wont harm anyone in anyway shape and form and you have to lie to do it, then it is better to lie!
My muse
I was lucky enough to go see the Picasso exhibition whilst its here in Melbourne (go have a look its amazing) and when I was looking at the pieces that were on display I began thinking about what gives people such inspiration to be so passionate about something, what different people may use as a muse to give them such inspiration. One of the things that I loved about the Picasso exhibition was the piece called: Dora Maar et le Minotaure, it got my mind working over time about muses Then I got to thinking about what gives me inspiration in my life, to want to push myself hard in order to be the person I wish to become and achieve everything I set out. My muse is a combination of several things that make me emotional, not only in a negative way, but more positive emotions, when I get passionate I like to express it and lately I have found that my muse is my little sister, my fatties and my partner. All tremendous people who give me strength and hope to be the best person I can possibly be, I owe them so much and when one day I am successful and fully content it will be because of them. Thank you guys, you don't know how much it means to me. I find I am drawn to people who have a light about them, something that makes them shine out above the rest, but that's just me. So what is everyone else passionate about, and what gives you so inspiration to be so passionate?
