Friday, November 25, 2005

general stuff

Okay people I know I have been slack in up dating but my comp has been on the skitz (stupid technological problems as always) but well let me fill you in on what has been going on lately
Well exams are over and done with I think I have done okay, but I will find out on December 12th good luck all VCE people I know how nervous most of us are to get our results. I realised something though, for all the people who are unsure of what they want to do in life are lucky. Then can take next year off work hard save money and then go back to uni as mature age students and an enter doesn’t really matter (how great is that?)
I met a boy whom I do like, he’s really nice guy and all the rest of it but he is as stubborn as all hell and it frustrates me. One of those people who won’t go to the doctor’s even if he is dying! I think he believes that he will survive through it…what ever he has or doesn’t have, but coughing up blood is never a good sign. I hope he gets better soon cause I’m really worried about that boy. (Yes Mr. I am still going to worry about you despite what you say.)
I have never been so bored in my life like there is nothing to do, last night my friend kat was over and we went for two walks and talked and we just discussed how bored we really were. This time last year I wasn’t bored I was going out with mates and celebrating the end of school but now there is nothing. No homework no nothing…. Which makes it even worse. I’m sure the holidays will perk up sooner or later.
I have a question I would like to impose on my readers, why is it that people in whom we are closest to and love and acre about hurt us the most? I understand why it hurts its because we are so close to them and we think better of them and all that but why do they hurt us in the first place? Say stupid ignorant things, which they know, will upset us and then try and half-heartedly apologise for it?

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

One more to go

Okay so I have one more exam to do and let me say this apart from my math one the others where pretty good, I am not to worried about Italian because it goes up and I know enough to get me a score to get to that course....mmm.....Course. Anyway just thought I would keep you updated I must go for now and watch House (I cant help it...The show is good.) happy reading...I'll be back

Monday, November 07, 2005


I need to get out of this house! I have got the biggest urge to get out and just party hard, do an all nighter and dance until I drop. There is nothing better then a night out when you have been stuck inside the house studying for exams, so when my Italian exam is over... And people cant get in contact with me you will know why! It doesn't help to be listening to the radio and hearing music that makes you want to get up and dance, its crazy!!!!

Blood Donors

I am a blood donor, and I think it was one of the rewarding experiences of my life, it only takes 10-20 minutes and its is virtually painless, anyone can be a donor and it is safe and confidential. All the staff that work in the blood donation places are friendly. Go on the web site and apply to become a donor and seriously make a difference, you may never know when even you may one day need someone else's donation

I will never understand certain people

Ladies and gents I will never understand certain people why they choose to act in a certain way, I believe that when you say something its should be genuine and you should mean it. I know we don't always do this but hopefully with any luck we all try to, so it confuses me when a person displays a certain attitude toward to you one day and totally changes the next......It doesn't make any sense. When someone figured out why people do this ca you please let me know so I can try and make some sense of it all!

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Love from me xxoo

Friday, November 04, 2005

Why cant we take our own advice?

I like to think that sometimes I give some pretty good advice, pulled from god knows where, and pass it on to people who are in need, who I think are in need, or people who ask for my advice. Tonight I gave some pretty good advice...Not just once either thrice, but when I find myself in a similar situation I can never take my own advise......Why is this? Why cant we take our own good advice and apply it to ourselves and our own lives? It a mystery that I for one will never understand but if someone has an explanation as to why we agonize over what we should do when just last week we gave advise on what we could do to help people and ourselves out. Seriously think about it, when it comes to relationships for other people, financial problems or even child advice we each have an answer that spares another person agonizing over lives bumps and hiccoughs so why not apply what could be time saving solutions to us?

Thursday, November 03, 2005

My big mistake

I know what my biggest mistake has been....Its taken me a while to come to terms with it but I now know what it is. For me my biggest mistake was a guy, being involved with someone who didn't give a shit about me, who used me and abused the trust that I had for people time and time again I was dumb enough to let him ruin my life, and sit back in the dark and be miserable with no comfort except my own sorrow but not anymore, I made sure of that now and today, I have got my own life and he has got his and that's the what thing are going to be. I hate him for all the pain he has caused me and the people he is supposed to care about, truth be told he is more worried about himself. If you are reading this K.A.S I want you to know that I don't care about you anymore...Even as a friend because I deserve better...And I have been truly happy without you.